Lately i've been realizing that the reason why i feel so irritated and overwhelmed is due to me using the computer to much and using it just to fuck around instead of using my computer as a tool.
So i made the changed and i already see progress on how i feel, fortunately having my own blog works for me due because it's MY space where i can talk about anything and the fact that people MIGHT see this but at the same time not a lot of people will see it makes it better.
So this is what i do lately.
- I spend all day with the screens turned off, use the computer 3 hours max (not even that)
- I take walks so i fill my movement quota
- i stay away from shit like porn because it's overall a waste of time and the reward is not even that good.
So keeping those habits have made my days better and i've been feeling much more stable in the long run!
In other news, i start a new job this monday, i'm chill relaxed about it though, i already have retail experience and the place is quite compact not a massive store which is great.
I kept the radio off atm because i only have this computer and i gotta have turned it on 24/7 but that doesn't mean radio transmissions will be gone forever, there is a chance that i'll start using the radio only for personal podcast streams instead of pure music but this is just an idea for the future.